Original title: al-Qasidah al-Warqa'iyyah
Translated by Juan Cole
In praise of the Beloved, secretly, in private.
He is the Exalted, the All-Glorious.
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I was enthralled by light rays from a face Whose advent dimmed and darkened every star, |
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As though the sunbeams of Her beauty's glow appeared and dazzled planets from afar. |
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Her joy diffused the musk of the unseen, Her stature raised the Spirit up above. |
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The End-Time's Trump resounded when She blew; Her breath caused shadows of the clouds to move. |
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Her gleam reveals Mount Sinai's deathlessness; Baha's bright light is kindled when She glows. |
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Then to Her west the sun of splendor dawned, and to Her east, the moon of moons arose. |
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The mistral's fragrance wafted from Her hair, and Beauty's eyes were solaced by Her gaze. |
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Her shining face gave Guidance sage advice, and Moses' soul was cleansed by Her form's blaze. |
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The heart of hearts embraced Her eyelid's dart. For Her locks' lasso, Being's head was bent. |
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Her footprints constitute My highest aim, the earth She trod, the most high Throne's advent. |
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To win Her I have wept in every eye; in exile, I have burned in every fire. |
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I spread myself out so that Her foot might tread on My heart, and I win My desire. |
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I sought to gain Our union everywhere; I scrawled letters of nearness on all earth. |
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And if I rush to oneness with Her light, Then I am cast back, losing closeness' berth. |
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And if I plead for union, hands upraised, She answers with a sword: "My lovers' prize!" |
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The firmness of our bond was My sole care; Her goal is our relationship's demise. |
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I said, "To meet, I'd offer Thee My all. Have mercy, do not publish My disgrace. |
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Since I love Thee too well, then make us one-- That we might for eternity embrace." |
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By revelation's secret! Everything appeared from Her unveiling. She raised Me! |
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By Husayn's sorrow! Emulating Me, the world-gyre is weighed down with agony. |
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"Thou art My breast's desire, My soul's sole hope, My spirit's master and My light, My heart. |
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And after My hard journey, let's unite, be intimates after My pain apart." |
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My incandescence kindled every fuel, the Seen world was illumined by My sigh. |
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God's sea was dried up by My thirst, which the wide stream of glory cannot satisfy. |
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And all the gore that I saw on the earth bespoke the tears of blood that My eyes shed. |
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The ocean's but a drop before My tear, The Friend's blaze was, before mine, underfed. |
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For My grief froze the great sea of delight; the spring of sorrow flowed at My despair |
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My grandeur fainted and My brilliance swooned; their gloating vanity snuffed out My flare. |
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My bones were whittled down, My body worn; The fever of My heat burned up My soul. |
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Love for Thee felled Me, passion ground Me down. To leave Thee melts Me; union is My goal. |
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The secret of My sorrow cleft the sky, My anguish sundered the earth of the breast. |
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The tears in My eyes spoke of My heart's fire, My face paled at the sighing of My chest. |
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My critics' gloating makes Me wail all night. I plead all day since My support is gone. |
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For I have reached dishonor's lowest rung, so that tongues stutter when they speak thereon. |
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The houris in their castles clothed themselves in mourning black at My soul's deep despair. |
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I've fallen into anguish in all hearts; I feel constricted in the open air. |
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Then from behind Me She cried out, "Be still! and hold Thy tongue from all that it hath told. |
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How many Husayns like Thee wanted Me; there love Me, just like Thee, `Alis untold. |
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How many intimates I had who were thy peers--and loves, superior to Thee |
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Who always wail but cannot reach My gaze one instant, by the light of unity. |
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My dawn makes revelation's sun a star, My brilliance makes pure light only a glint; |
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My soul's gleam renders Being's secret naught, Of My love's flames all bonfires only hint. |
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My nature molded the creation's rite; the White Palm was withdrawn before My hand. |
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The stern injunction came from a clear Cause; My wisdom's fairness shaped the just Command. |
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The wave within Me stilled the ocean's surf; the Holy Ghost stirred at My rapture's lights. |
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Immortal Moses swooned before My gaze; My gleam destroyed the Sinai of all heights. |
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The spread of My Cause quickened all the souls; old bones were wakened by My spirit's breath. |
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The soul of this Cause circled round its House; My visage raised that House's soul from death. |
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The B of "speak the secret" swooned before My Point! The B hides the realm of high lore. |
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All guidance shines forth from My dawning Cause; the news of My descent, all the heights bore. |
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My bounties lent birdsongs their melody, from My tune comes the humming of the bee. |
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I rendered Thee a suspect by My Law: Thou didst another's love quaff, wrongfully. |
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Thou didst bring forth depictions and kinships and crave names, thus departing from My way. |
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Thou didst describe a self and say it's mine-- the gravest sin, for therein limits lay. |
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Thou didst desire a hopeless union, the condition for which Thou must satisfy: |
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Thou must drain every cup of fate's ordeals; thy heart must spew the blood of tyranny. |
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Thou must cut off all hope of comfort's touch; Thou must renounce every necessity. |
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Thy duty is to shed blood in love's faith; a love-scorched soul is fealty to Me. |
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Nights spent awake at slanderer's attacks, a constant stream of insults all the days; |
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In My faith poison's as a healing drink; in My Path, fate's wrath is a tender grace. |
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Cease claiming to love, or accept all this, For thus was it ordained in My Law's scroll." |
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In private I called out to Her, "My love, My ultimate hope and My heart's sole goal! |
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I stand here in the presence of Thy might, aspiring to all that Thou dost relate. |
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Here I am asking for all Thou dost love, then here I stand, prepared for thy mandate. |
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My breast yearns for the shafts of thine assault; My body craves the swords of cruelty. |
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Thy fire's My light, thy harshness is My wish; My rest is thy wrath, My goal thy decree. |
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Look on the tears of My eyes, how they flow; gaze on My inmost heart, how it doth fade. |
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Each day the spears of all have struck Me down, and each night I died by rejection's blade. |
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I read each line of atheism's book; each second I heard everyone's rude jeers, |
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And faced false charges of idolatry. Each day I was transfixed by exile's spears-- |
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As though fate's woes descended just for Me, and fury's blades were sharpened for My neck: |
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The grief of Jacob, Joseph's prison cell; the Friend's white hot flames, and Job's tragic check; |
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And Adam's brooding, Jonah's urgent flight; the sad lament of David, Noah's cry; |
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Eve's separation, Mary's agony; Isaiah's trials, Zachariah's sigh. |
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My rain of grief hath sealed the fate of all, My flood of woes gave rise to all distress. |
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See how I roamed the lands without a friend save for the beast within the wilderness. |
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At My heart's breaking, springs broke through the earth; My open eyes caused heaven's eye to flow. |
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My spirit's grief cut short the endless Soul; the Most High Throne shook at My suffering's glow. |
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Red everywhere was reddened by My blood, and from My tears there grew up this world's bower. |
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For bitter hurt in thy love's path is sweet; From any but Thee heaven's mead is sour. |
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And iron's scars can be seen on My neck, on My legs marks of fetters yet remain; |
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For not a day passed save that I was scorched by clear prose and the hints verses contain. |
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My spirit disappeared, My heart dissolved; My soul boiled from the pain of misery. |
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I was left with no spirit, heart or soul; that I existed at all startled Me. |
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My secret's loftiness convicted Me; I wish that My creation never rose. |
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For thus have difficulties wiped Me out, and thus was I encompassed by My woes. |
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Then I ascended and withdrew alone; I reached the real Encounter in My heart. |
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I saw Thy traits in My eyes' portraiture, through Thine eye's glance, which is sharp as dart. |
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If I had limits, they appeared from Thee; If I had traits then they derived from Thee. |
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Night's darkness was fulfilled when I was roiled; My joy refined the daylight's clarity. |
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No matter if I am today cast out; I saw, when sent forth, the exalted light. |
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I knew Jerusalem by the Friend's glow; I journeyed in Tihran when taking flight. |
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My inner light gave Me faith in the Light; I rose up, by the spirit, in My soul." |
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I call on thee, life-spirit, to depart; within Me, no part is left of the whole. |
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Transcendent spirit, climb down from thy throne; for thee, My stigma is no source of blame. |
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I waken thee, My heart: thou must depart; thou hast no honor in this realm of shame. |
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My patience: Bear all that which Thou hast seen, of hardship and of ease in thy Love's way. |
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In spirit, She told Me to persevere: "I knew of all the proofs Thou dost display. |
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Forget all that Thou hast known and adored; idolatry, for Me, is unity; |
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For to Me Sinai's brightest glow is naught; and the sublimest light is gloom to Me. |
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Thy verses' sketch of Me is a child's truth; For My subjects, thy words of praise are sound. |
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I never ceased to dwell in sanctity, and My transcendence hath remained unbound. |
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Thy verses' sketch of Me is a child's truth; For My subjects, thy words of praise are sound. |
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I never ceased to dwell in sanctity, and My transcendence hath remained unbound. |
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Thy verses' sketch of Me is a child's truth; For My subjects, thy words of praise are sound. |
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How fleeting were immortals of all kinds; how many learned never will know aught; |
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How many worshippers have disobeyed; how many genuflecting have not kneeled! |
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My Being vindicated heaven's psalms; My scripture hath unveiled scrolls that were sealed. |
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My atom made the cosmic sun revolve, My drop evoked great praise from Being's sea; |
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The songs of all the creatures were to Me the buzzing of a tiny ant or bee. |
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All minds turned unto My soul's ecstasy; all souls were by My spirit's tune revived. |
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My raining Cause made deities divine; all Lords have by My ample order thrived. |
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The Spirit's realm moved in Me by decree; I set My foot down on Mount Sinai's throne; |
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At My light the star's radiance blazed forth; the sun of rapture at My spirit shone. |
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Collected verses, revelation's gleam; the Traces and Day-Stars of sanctity; |
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Thought's essences and contemplation's gems; Light-beams' adornments, wisdom's jewelry. |
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The Alpha of My Cause judged everyone; all wonders came forth from My soul's good will. |
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Thou didst leave Me and reckon thyself near, and waters of whim in myth's spring didst spill. |
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Thou dost forsake the Unseen's light, in what Thou wreakest in thyself--and My works lose! |
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Hold fast to the cord of the outward Cause; to befriend light's concealed face must Thou choose. |
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Rend nearness' veil without a hint! Look on the sacred Beauty secretly, within. |
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Be silent, for earth's Powers are disturbed. Forbear! The Unseen's eyes wept a fountain. |
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In Thee is veiled meaning beyond knowledge that even radiant minds never knew. |
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The holy mystery hides joy and friendship, which Thou must not divulge if Thou be true. |
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Wert Thou to unmask what Thou didst behold, the world would in a trice be lost to sight! |
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For thus the throne of glory hath decreed, and so ordained the mystery of might. |
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They who attain are blessed for they kept faith; blessed are they who embrace the wondrous Rite; |
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Blessed are the lovers for the blood they shed; blessed are the ones who with My love unite. |
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Blessed are the sincere, who to the shade of My Lordliness made haste from every side." |